DUn Be Afraid .. be VERY afraid!

my first sucessful passer by picture.. haha

The Auntie and The Toilet

yaaarghh!!! how come some people are just sooo disgusting?!! just now this ktv auntie brought her daughter to our pantry to use *our* toilet (there's another toilet outside for members to use) and her daughter actually pee on the floor!! waaarghh *pull hair in frustration* when we asked her why her daughter is peeing on the floor the auntie said that the toilet was "dirty". your head ah! wah lau eh it's people like you lah that makes our public toilet gross! the worse part was when told her she's not supposed to use our toilet she just shake her head a bit and drag her daughter out. she didnt even bother to wash away that yellowish pee on our toilet floor!!! SICK!!! *angry* wah and.. (still got some more ok?!) and her daughter left her USED tissue paper (yah just think what she used the paper for!) in our adorably clean and white sink!! makes me wanna cry so hard thinking about this man!!! yaaarghhh!!! people, please! please! train your children to use the toilet properly! and DOOON'T ever ever forget to throw your dirty stinky used toilet paper in the right places!!!

tough half year

half a year has gone by and so many things happened these past few months. major unfortunate things! recently something very scary (i really really mean it) took place, in fact i can say that it is still taking place. i dunno whether i should go into detail because it isnt something that is normal and a topic that is quite sensitive. this incident has left me quite paranoid and cowardly (more than before lor). aiya ok lah, a lot of ppl will go "??!" when they read this, so i shall reveal a bit... someone i know got possesed(sp?)! for real dudes. anyway i really really dunno what else will happen in the future. it's been a sucky yet most eye-opening year for me ever! every incident made me discover more about my own religion (im a lousy Muslim fyi) and every incident feels like a smack from God. think He's trying to say "Stop being so cocky and dont ask so much lah!" (imagine if god really use singlish! haa). ya lah ok i am guilty of doubting god sometimes. my mother tells me that you have to believe God with your heart and not your mind and maybe that's what i've been doing all these time?? and that's why religions can also be called Faiths. cuz you needa have faith and trust with your heart and spirit that the path you're taking (aka your religion) is the right one. this "exorcist" incident is the ultimate slap and for once i stopped asking and started having more faith.

Talented

I was looking at my friend’s work.
http://www.shawnye.com/Main.html
Go and take a look ya :)

Impressed. Super impressed.
He must be born talented.
My work beside his will be like a kid’s work man.

Many times when I am working in creative doing cartoons, I wonder to myself, why am I doing all these stuff?
Shouldn’t I be out there living life?
Who ever appreciate these work man? I mean they are not real dudes! Why am I here lighting cartoon characters when I should be out there interacting with REAL Living Human….

So I switched line
Now I am really talking to real human… I do see people * not I see dead people lah* and yes this IS more me, i mean getting paid to yak away the whole day ..

But I just saw my friend’s work…
Cannot help but wonder to myself..
If I have kept to drawing design and animation + countless night of practicing, I believe that I may reach 1/4 of his standard
Can’t help but feel envy of him ….

But den again, I believe that I did not make a wrong choice; I am real sure that if am din come out of that I will probe be writing a blog every day that I wanna talk to real human…

I guess we all have our own talent… I may not be as skilled as the rest of my batch, but I am certain that I am one of the more satisfied ones…

Sudden urge to draw something ….

wah damn sleepy

hey bug think i caught your "stonish bug"... damn sleepy now man.. just now cant even do i&r properly... the lady kept yakking away and i kept thinking how to keep my eyes open and pretend im interested. aiyah die cannot be counsellor! how? people talk only i drift away to another planet. hmm come to think of it ah maybe people do that to me too (or maybe for angie more lah cuz no one seems to pay any attention to her haa).. think hor it's the damn rice i ate. shouldnt have eat too much rice. they say you will feel sleepy if you take in too much carbo rite? .. and also it will go to your tummy (gasp!) and your hips (gasp!).

yo minnie, about your comments, nah dont think i hate my job scope or anything , maybe it's just work overload plus having a boss who micromanage you all the time makes it very tiring! guess can be quite hard to carry on when no one is there to support you and tell you that you're doing a good job (or at least nice try?) haa ya lah im a sucker for compliments whaaat *not shy! not shy!* ha ha nah just need someone to appreciate a little. cuz now my Boss is an expert in "shaking her *big* head" ha ha think Bug will what i mean haa dun worry next time i will demo ok?

aiya talk about work reminds me i really really have a lot of dateline this week. zoo trip confirmation by friday.....dreams participants on sunday..... art class... study partner hunt for volunteer....oh shit also report to do!!! *died*

lucky akido is on friday can enjoy a bit! (hey bug thought we are not supposed to reveal we are taking this class?!! what man!)

*wake up and start working!!!*

circles of friends

Okie..
Here I am again..* see really really CANNOT WORK TODAY! *
Suddenly though of something I wanna share…

Corrina shared with me this regarding volunteers,
But I think it is applicable for friendship too...

Think of friendship as 3 circles, with the inner circle, middle circle and the outer circle …

Often in a friendship, we are in the inner circle, being the most active and sporting, often there and often trying to get people in to the inner circle,

Sometimes we drift out to the middle circle where we are not as active and will join stuff once in a while but still kept in the loop

Once in a while we floated out to the most external circle where we seems to lost touch or be “ MIA” in the friendship …

Its normal and there’s no “right place” to be in, it’s almost entirely be impossible to be always in the inner circle, everyone drift in and out and some point of time, it’s natural.


Think of the times you are with your best buds in primary school .. at that moment we are probably in the inner circle.

But now, how many of us are still in the inner circle with your primary school friends?

You have probably formed other circles with another group of friends when you moved to another school or enter into another stage of life … 

But you are not really away, just that you have drifted out from the inner circle to the outer circle ...

Hence here I will like to tell my friends that if I have unconsciously drifted out in our friendship, dun be disappointed … it’s a normal thing… I will try to drift back in … or do come and pull me back …

As for friends who have drifted out, do try to come back … or at the very least, try not to drift away too far …

stoned

Wah man… today feel real real stone man!
I haven been doing much work and heng I am on i&R today so there is only me and kat in the office now…
Now blasting my music and just surfing the net…
Hey not that I dun have things to do .. I do man! Supposed to have a siong meeting but was real glad that its cancelled .. wah heng man! Or else I sure sleep lah…

Maybe cause intensive last week lah… today really stone..
Have you come across a day that you cannot seem to do any work? Yeah man! Today lah! Really stonned …

Yeah, mind keep wondering off to upcoming stuff like
Akido this Friday , 1st aid class ( oh bug! I am not going for this sat ball number 2 because of the clash with the 1st aid course !!! Shucks! )
Dim sum dollies on sun,
National day!! …

WEeeeeee….

How to work like this … ?! Lets hope tml will be more productive man!!  * like real…
Yeah den I well update all on the down town east with ah bang and he puked 3 times …