Shark's Fin soup

I gladly announce that both bugs have done this world proud by refusing to eat shark's fin soup last night at a company dinner. *shakes everyones hands* This is quite an amazing feat as both were pretty starving and had to sit thru endless boring speeches before they could eat ( Yea and sadly first dish was shark's fin soup!) . Guilt got the better of them. But both felt good afterwards even tho the other adults at the table were laughing at our "silliness". Now if you are impressed and would like to take photos of the Amazing Bugs , please make an appointment by emailing us (pls see add at side panel).

*continues shaking hands*

p/s: sorry dudes for being so darn corny ! ;D

The sun theory

Wow… bug have matured! Haaa.. no lah.. we always have a serious side but its just that not many have actually seen it cause we always seems so crapz.. and yeah.. just look at our blogger name .. Two CLOWNS man.. and its given by uncle malcom ... or maybe the name “BUG” just doesn’t seems serious too haaa.. maybe should call ourselves “ Butterflies” .. yeah man! Okie.. NOW I know why we are still bugs..

Yeah bug, haa I understand what you mean, maybe at that point I was like.. well maybe that sentence really make me like.. “wah.. I think I have kinda lose myself .. I change! I change! ” .

Hey.. you are right, just today I was reading that blog and I was like: “ hey actually why was I so affected ah.” . yeah.. dun even have to wait for years to look back… think we all feel about things differently every day …

Yeah! I got new theory to share… today lunch I was sharing with the “heartbrokens” about my sun theory (see below entry) and jenny told me that people that live in countries that does’nt get the sun got a higher rate of depression …

I think I am gonna write a book on “ The sun theory! ” YEhha!

Life compared to Chocolates!

Haha Bug remember: The grass is always greener on the other side :) cliche? maybe! but it is really true (at least i try to think so lah). sometimes we think everything is better out there but i guess this is because at the present state we're in , we are unable to compare it with something so this state doesnt make us feel good. errr what i mean is let's say food: Onions Vs Chocolate, at the moment you ask me to taste, i will say Chocolate is sooo much better and wonderful. but let's say i only have to eat Chocolate, what am i supposed to compare with? so i cant say it's excellent or good or anything and i think this is like Life itself. haha im so lame! so yea Bug while you look forward to the day you become an OBS instructor (and you will babe! *gasp* babe?! i lied! i lied!) dont worry about feeling you have become a "servant" or anything boring and bad like that because i honestly feel this is Working Life. it feels bad only for this moment cuz we havent experience worse. maybe when we get older and gain more work exp, we'll think back and say "Hey it wasnt that bad! The 'politics' are nothing compared to now" ya something like that lah. But hey hopefully we wont have to go thru worse things in order to grow and learn rite? Hee! ( really cool huh that you got great collegues over at WHFSC. i only got The Boss and auntie over at NL looorr) Meanwhile do work hard to reach that OBS goal! haha i can see Serene waiting for you with a kayak oar in her hands whahaha!! and Meanwhile (again) i shall also try to figure out what I want in life (besides being filthy rich!).

I think Im in such a good mood cuz Im going on a great weekend trip tmr... woohoo! away from work! away from pressure! away from reality!!

errmmm..

A heavy load had been taken off my shoulder...

first it was my leave, after a drama change of managment, i was facing a possiblity of unable to take the leave that was verbally agreed by shifu...
luckily it was finally settled...

Next was the distrubing information that i obtained regarding some accounts facts about lumos... thankfully with the support of joyce, kelvin and anglie and my mentor cherlyn, i am not alone...its also settle...

i am now distrub by what my collegude just said

" i though you were a very outspoken person who will stand up for your own right? "

dun take me wrong .. its not that she is scolding me or something...she is one of my mentors who will actually protect me in the office

it just that recently .... i have become a " yes" person in my work... i though that it does'nt seems like a bad thing to help people ya...i dun know...

but it seems that i am really a green horn in this game " politics"

i have learn to how cover my ass during work so as not to get in trouble with the managment.. i learn the importance of "CC" ing the correct people in my emails... i learn when do i have to stand up for myself against only "the right people" i learn about the ugly side of our management

I learn the ugly side of working ...

dun get me wrong again... i still love my workplace and my wonderful co workers...
they actually taught me ( the youngest) how to survive and when to keep my mouth shut..
they really protect me so much i must have look like a dummy who jus enter the work force ... its just that compared to Creative S.I ...there was never really such problem despite its at least 3 times more the people there compared to now. i never really have to be on my toes all the time man ...

so maybe to protect myself against all these new rules i learn, i tone down lot more, yak less and eventually became a "yes" servant

but .. i dun know.. i think its sometimes so tiring .. i heard so so much ...sometimes i feel so like .. can we just tell them how we feel?

i feel so light after our sunday morning lumos meeting .. i felt that as long as there is support from your friends you can always talk things thru to your leaders or your suprior ...
why just can'nt we be ourself and talk things up the management?! throw out all these protcol!

looks like such problem could never be settle ...

i really need to get out of the office... think thats one of the reason why i wanna be a OBS instructor so much.. the politics there could never be as bad i guess...
Maybe the sun will make people feel lighter ?... Thats it! its the Sun man! office where got sun shine in? ah... thats why people all feel so stuff here....

i am gonna stock up on my sun tan lotion man! cause i vow to get out and get sun!