there they go!

lots of people leaving viriya now. think most of the old familiar faces are leaving (minus the managers!). yup in fact Bug is one of them. yea she has chosen to try to open the pink feather business at pulau ubin! haha! good luck man! first was victoria and his australia career advancement, now Bug. Patpong is on the move to world domination!!

anyway *serious*

aiya, so depressing! everyone moving on and here i am. no lah, not that i want to be like follow-the-crowd kind but it's just that i am now thinking more of what's going to happen next to myself. promote from pink feather to the high class red feather?? everyday my job at NL gets more and more monotonous. probably because i've been doing the same thing and i havent been absorbing much lately. maybe because i am starting to crave for more. maybe because i still think i want to do more children's stuff but yet over at NL feel like kena trapped, cannot do this and that, must bend myself to follow whoever whatever rules. "more intergenerational activity, more elderly activities, less children progs" sometimes feels like i am deceiving myself.

oh but working with elderly quite fun also lah, in a different way. hahaa i will always feel very young! and then dun need to shout and scold so much! dun have to feel like got so much responsibilities. hmmmmm!!.... *suddenly discovered something!* think that's it lah! maybe cuz working with elderly, i dun see the challenge (maybe really have, but at Nl cant really see unless maybe go nursing home?)! ya man with children you suddenly gotta start thinking of so many aspects to keep the programme going. like my tuition prog, even though so much problems at times, kids not turning up, kids late, kids being dumbasses etc but that's what keeps my brain moving! yea! that's ritE! always tryng to figure out how to keep them coming regularly, how to improve the situation....

but anyway, meanwhile on a lighter note! i have this new staff coming in, she is kinda... strange? *oh no dunno if im going to sound mean* she emm doesnt really sound very womanly, kinda patpong's voice and then she is emm kinda masculine (oh bug bigger than you!) so well emmm i kinda suspect she is maybe an ex pink feather ??? oh gosh! i hope she dun see this man cuz will be really mean if she turns out to be a real lady!!! but she is really big size for a lady! aaahh im sorry! maybe she used to be an athlete or something wah lau then im so mean to say otherwise! maybe i shouldnt have shared this information..... *worried*