Valentine's Day!!

woot bug! i can see you really really like New Year ah... heh heh so super hyper bug!! but dont forget amidst the happiness our New Year resolutions yea ? :D

anyway manager isnt around today that's why can take some time to blog whahaha!! wishing everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! yea guys have fun on this day with with your loved ones! and to all the Lonely Hearts Club (haha) dont worry we're here for each other!heh heh.

caught up with some poly friends last sat for a New Year gathering. not many that turn up... the amount was pretty miserable. yea everyone was much too busy with their work, other friends, other commitments, their life. sometimes i feel really sad esp remembering how close we were in the past. where did that bond go? how come we cant even spend a few hrs out of our busy schedule to meet up and talk? does ' moving on ' means that we totally leave behind the past including friends? geez i even heard a friend got married and we werent invited. well i'll be darned! i think the saddest part of the whole thing is that when you have new friends usually the old ones are put aside. worse man, i feel guilty of this some times!

haiya never mind. did you know during the gathering that day, for the first time in my life, i felt pressurised to have a boyfriend! HAHA! it's true lah. seems like all of them currently have a partner or used to have and they all stare at me, shook their head and said ' I'm so worried for you' ... *faint* Even my dear Lingli has her special someone now! congrats Ah Ling!!! im really happy for you : )

but anyway that whole BGR not important now. the pressure is gone now. heh heh. guess who's back duddeeees...

gong xi fai cai!

yeah... i am now in office, have a million and one things on my " to-do" list but really cannot get down to work! its chinese new year third day for god sake! how can work! so today i tried to blend in my work place by pretending to work* send stuff to BLNL...and used the isqueze but den... got some many deadlines and yet no mood to work, my dream weaver jus died on me ... nah, all w0rk can wait till monday, i felt that its a well deserved break man, din get much sleep for these past few days!

i LOVE chinese new year! haaa.. its jus put me in such good mood! its like such a gathering! went out with bang on fri and bug mai on sat and had a super funny and fun talk about hah .. what else but ourselves and our resolutions for 2005 which include " Do Not Drink Toilet Water " and " Stop Thinking That We Are Stars" type of resolution, laugh until stomach, which reminds me again that why we are such best friends! ahaha ...

Finally delivered the wish to eugene on Sunday! Cannot forget the smile on his face! he was so so happy to recieve his arsernal jeresy and laptop! even his father was specially kind that day! For a boy with cancer and have a leg amuted, he is a really optimistic person, really! Haven seen such sunshine in a young boy since the mizpah kids! angeline ( the other wish granter) told me that of the kids that she have grant wishes, she have never seen one that is down before, somehow when god give them some sort of illness, they always make sure that it is accompanied by some sort of optimistim, some sort of open heart! eugene you rock!

New year was great! meet some relatives that have been MIA for a really long time ( since granddad death in 1998) seems like everyone have grown! but den some stuff jus wun change! every year that the sure "sing song" session, shamelessly ask for angpow session, hah.. and of course the gambling session!
luck been great so far, i got a "ban-luck" and a "gor-ling" and a twenty points of the 3 times i was the banker! won a woppling $$42 dollars! but spent it all on clubbling at zouk later with my OBS friends..( another gathering)

Guess who i saw! Mark! its been such a long time! ( last time i saw him was also in zouk when i was still schooling!) yes, its been THAT long since we last met!Missed him really, wanted to talk to him so much and to check out about his life! Haiz! so long .. too long since i last talked to him...
den saw crazy ah mei ..ahah..jus remember we went clubbling last year at the same time last year!Haha... she never change, forever so high, she even gave a kiss before she left.. si xiang!

It was a great time with such friends ...reached home at 5.15am! almost died when my relative came at like 11 plus am, dudes!so early! i was still in my pJs! but then.. that's new year!today gonna meet my primary school friends! any round of ban-luck! wish me luck!gong xi gong xi!