fond memories

I just checked my email and got such a pleasant surprise. annie has fwded TWO emails from Mr Mohan! one of them has a photo of the kids. so cute!!!! i think dolma and lopsang has grown so much! they look so much bigger..



then i felt the lost feeling i had for them more than a year ago. i feel so bad now because i had forgotten what i've learned and what i wanted to achieve! looking at those beautiful sunshine smiles on their super cute faces (wah lau wanna pinch all their cheeks!!), my heart kinda ache because i did not write to them nor send anything to them. i even lost that special feeling i had for them. it's like "mizpah" used to mean something to me but now it's just a word, just another old memory. *guilt*

when i first came back from mizpah, there was this strong determination of wanting to reach out to underpriviledge children. but then slowly i became yet another boring person who yells at kids and cant be bothered to understand them. argh!! why! why! and working in a money hungry org doesnt help either...

"We know that we are surely called to serve the under privileged"

my angel card said to look out for signs (thanks to corrina's wonderful tarot card reading skills!!) maybe this it! i must go rethink my personal goals.